Secrets

Everyone has secrets, some have been told and some are still bottled inside of you. Some secrets are kept for your own sake and some are for the protection of others. There are different types of secrets: 

• Secrets that are made to be told

These types of secrets are my favourite secrets purely because I hate having to keep things hidden from the people I love. I enjoy being able to tell my friends things that no one else knows about me. Examples of these secrets could include: Secret crushes/boyfriends, secret/hidden talents etc.

• Secrets that are never told

These types of secrets are generally the ones that are kept to protect someone else rather than yourself (depending what type of person you are). These secrets are my least favourite because I hate having to keep things from my friends, even if it is to spare their feelings getting hurt.

I feel really bad still even though this happened quite a while ago. One of my friends crushes was a complete turd and told her that he had a girlfriend when he didn't, his excuse was that he panicked which is completely understandable. This "turd" then asked me not to tell her and then went and told his friend and my other friend that didn't now about this crush. This was very stupid of him to do and he shouldn't have done it. Few weeks later I told my friend in a very insensitive way in front of her crush and her. I felt incredibly selfish for the way I proposed this to her but if I hadn't said it then I wouldn't have said it at all. She obviously felt upset but she kept calm and told everyone she was okay even though I could see that she wasn't. Of course her crush was very angry at me telling her, but not "ready to fight" angry it was more like "I will make you feel bad for what you put me through" angry. This has all been forgotten about now but when (my friends crush, I'll name him Henry but that wasn't his name) Henry was put under pressure to tell our other friends about the situation, that I can't actually remember how it came up but it did, he didn't tell anyone and just told them that he was being a dick, which in my opinion is 100% true but I was also being a brat by telling her the way I did. It would have hurt her if I had told her calmly and alone, I couldn't imagine the way she was feeling when I came out with it so insensitively.

The purpose to this blog is to think about things before you say or do something, and also the secrets that aren't meant to be told probably shouldn't be told depending on what it is.

Now since this blog is about secrets, I think it is fitting to tell you guys a secret of mine and you can leave yours in the comments. I'll have fun reading them.

SECRET: I have had 4 boyfriends. 2 of which has lasted a day. 1 of which has lasted  2 days and the one I'm currently in had lasted 2 and a half months so far. My other relationships weren't so successful because I panicked and dumped them. :L

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.