CHRISTMAS!

As it is coming close to Christmas ( 6 days! )I thought I would share some Christmas traditions and my favourite things about Christmas and just overall Christmasss! <3 Also, can I please add how happy I am now I've broken up from school for just a couple of weeks. I'm so tired out. I am not looking forward to starting again. Pressure is on. 5 months until my GCSE's.... Not ready for this.

Traditions

Every Christmas, whenever one of us wakes up we HAVE to wake up the rest of the family, and we all gather into one room and tip out our stockings (obviously making sure they don't get muddled) and share what we got. This personally is one of my favourite things to do on Christmas day because we don't fight like on a normal day or birthday.

Another tradition is that we don't have breakfast...well we do but it is whatever we want, chocolate, ice cream, cereal, pancakes etc.

A final tradition (mostly because it's late and I wanna go to sleep) is the Christmas dinner! It is always diviiine :D but we have family over and we all sit down and eat and listen to Christmas music which is a nice calm way to end the busyness of the day. About an hour after dinner the external family (basically family that doesn't live with me) leave and my internal family (the family that lives me with if you were confused) chill out with a Christmas movie or we do our own thing, like properly check out the things we got and I help my brother and sister with getting their toys out of boxes.

Ooh, and obviously the Christmas dinner has to be Turkey!

Favourite Christmasy things



Christmas Eve Yankee Candle. Perfect for christmas, get's me right in the festive mood!




Elf starring Will Ferrell. My favourite christmas film (along with a couple others)



Snowglobe. Another Christmas favourite film of mine.



Buying gifts for my friends. I am so excited to go out later this week to get my friends their presents! I love giving :D



Please share with me some of you favourite Christmas things :D
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Guts... everywhere.

Hello guys. Just for the sake of writing a blog post I thought I'd spill whatever is on my mind at the moment. So you guys get a great insight of my miiiiind. 

• Emotions 
• Zombie Apocalypse 
• School

So I'm going to start with School since it's only a small part on my mind. For those who don't know I started school on the 9th of September which means I had 3 days of school before the weekend. I'm already hating year 11, this kind of ties into "Emotions" but I've been feeling very stressed by year 11 already and I've only been in it for 3 days. My teachers are putting so much pressure on me because I'm the smartest in most of my classes. Let me paint you an image. My English class are getting D's in homeworks/mock exams/ coursework.... I get A's/B's in my homeworks/mock exams and my coursework is 4 marks away from an A. My English teacher constantly uses me as an example in my class, she is also giving me extra help to bump me up to getting A's but she won't move my set so it's easier for everyone. Ugh. On the first lesson of every subject (bare in mind I've been to all my subjects yet) the teachers explained year 11 a bit more, but unknowingly they have all loaded a lot of pressure on me, and possibly quite a few more students. But less on school now, I don't want to bore you guys. 

Next I'll talk about my emotions over the last few weeks since it ties into school. I'm not going to put this bluntly but I've been feeling like shit, mostly because of the pressure and stress but my anxiety is getting worse, it goes through states where I have it under control but then I've lost all control over it. Please help me? I'd like to see people that have been through what I'm going through giving me advice on it. I've also been feeling quite down and a huge part of that is because my boyfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago but I have amazing friends that have helped me through it but I've still been feeling down about it. Before I go any further I need to apologise for my English this post, you wouldn't believe I get A's in English by this. It's because this is quite hard for me to talk about so it's hard to English. Yes, well done Chloe xD Uhh... I just don't know. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. I've only told my friend Charley and my ex boyfriend (who I'm still friends with) Aaron about it. 

 

Also on the subject of emotions, this guy I talk to has been really scaring me with "love messages" and he's been sending these since Aaron broke up with me and I'd feel too mean to tell him that they scare me so I just say "awh" "cute" etc. I don't know what to dooooo?!

NEXT.... THE MOMENT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOOORRRRR...... ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE! I don't know why this was on my mind but it was. A little while aho I went out with my friends Meg and Thalia and we were walking on the cycle track from my (and Thalia's)  home town to Meg's and we were goinng back to our home town after picking up Meg and we were talking about what we would do if a Zombie apocalpyse broke out right there and then. I'm not gonna lie, but by our reponses we would have been dead, buuuuut, I don't think we were really being 100% realistic but since the walk was like an hour long we had plenty of time to think  and talk about it and it completely changed my mind about my first plan. 

My first plan was my dad's plan, we would get together quickly get into the car and rush to the gun store that is only a 10 minute drive away depending on traffic and then we would raid the gun store. Then we'd go into a big supermarket board it all up and get to the roof with the supermarket goodies that haven't been raided while we were at the gun store. Then we'd survive... apparently. 

But now, I don't really have a plan, would I really want to live in a dead world watching the people I love get teared apart? Do you? 

If you do I have a few plans you can steal that I'll save for another blog post. 

I hope you noticed the title *hint hint* , now you understand what I meant by it. I spilt my guts and the zombies would tear apart our guts. I was probably too proud of the title to he honest xD 

I hope you enjoyed this blogpost, let me know if you want the zombie apocaplyse suriving plans blog post! 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

August Favourites

Today is the second of September, and you guys know what that means.... Yes, school very soon (today for some) but also, it means August has ended so here are my August favourites.

• American Horror Story 

Granted I started this series way before August but I finished the last season on Netflix and I was very pleased with the ending. SPOILER ALERT! I enjoy a series more if it ends how I want it, so when Cordillia became the supreme in season 3 I was very happy. I found that the ending gave me so much anxiety. When Fiona (the old supreme, also Cordillias mother) gave her daughter a hug I felt like maybe she was going to stab her in the back so she was able to regain her powers. (If you've seen this season you will know what I'm talking about)

• Pretty Little Liars Season 6! 

If you don't watch Pretty Little Liars then I highly suggest you do. It so good, I find that I get very addicted to it and I want to watch more. Currently I'm waiting for season 7 which comes out next year! I don't know how I'm going to cope, buuuuut this month I finished Season 6 and found out who A and redcoat is! Now, Marlene King (along with the PLL cast and fan base) have been hyping this episode up for the past month, one of the things that was promised was ALL our questions answered, which I know was a little exaggerated because Marlene won't know everyone's questions but I expected some bigger and popular questions to be answered at least (besides the obvious "Who is the tormentor Charles and his sidekick Red Coat?") but I found a lot of my questions weren't answered. Aside from that I have been loving the lead up to Season 6 Episode 10 (the season finale), I find that the whole series is just really smart and well planned, Can I also say that I called it, I knew who -A was for most of the time, at first (SPOILER ALERT!) I thought Cece was Redcoat but as the seasons went on I began to think Cece was -A and Ali was RedCoat. I never guessed that Sarah was redcoat though. She put on great act! 

• YouTube 

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9u29lXxTVEd6rcqxQRc3VQ

Of course I've loved making videos but this summer I've been able to film more and edit more so I'm able to make better quality videos for you guys! This summer's videos I found where more funny and much more fun to film for some reason, thank you to the people I've collabed with this summer. I highly recommend you check out my channel and their's which is in the description of the video they appeared in. 

I've not really liked much else this summer. Besides hanging with friends and having fun away from school there really isn't much more to write about so with that I'm out! Peace!

I hope you enjoyed reading!

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

Back to School.

I don't know about you guys but I have 3 weeks of summer left, that means I've had 4 weeks off and they have flown by. My parents have already started getting my school stuff and I just don't want the holiday to end! I'm not sure I'm ready to face what year 11 has to throw a me. I've worked this out:

• About 28 weeks (maybe less depending on the subject) til I start my GCSE revision course. 

• About 8 months til I start my actual exams.

• 18 weeks until CHRISTMAS!!! :D :D :D

• 26 weeks until my birthday. My 16th birthday! 

I'm so nervous, but I can't wait for when I've finished them. I have so many amazing plans for after school. I'm going to the university of my dreams, to live in the place of my dreams with my bestfriend... unless I find a boy that I would like to move in with and get married and that shiz. But i highly doubt any boys would be interested and I don't really want to get married xD 

Random post for the month xD Couldn't get anymore random. It's called back to school when really I hardly spoke about school. Just about how I feel about my exams coming up. Oh well. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

Organaising myself.

Okay, so guys, I'm tired of my blog being so unnorganisied and having just random blog posts whenever so i'm going to start and have little blog series' and a rough idea of when they will be posted.  These are permanent, these could change depending on what you guys think of my ideas or how you guys think the blog posts are going during these series'.

• Monthly Favourites 

I started this a while ago but I was terrible at keeping up with it because my laptop broke down and I was having a hard time with exams and just family life. So I promise this time to keep going with it and I also promise to have at least 5 items to talk about and describe to you all and explain why I've liked it in the particular month.

• Let's talk 

This is basically where I talk to you guys and just explain to you what has been going on in my life or what I want to happen. Just where I spill myself to you and also where you can interact with me more. Somewhere I would like you to talk to me, somewhere I will listen and help you out if you are feeling down. But also remember I have social media you can contact me on if you feel extremely shit. These will probably be every couple of months. 

• Shameless self promotion 

I'm hoping this doesn't become a series on my blog but I just wanted to let you guys know that I have a YouTube channel! I love making YouTube videos and posting them to get such positive feedback from wonderful people. People that I don't even know personally. I've just reached 26 subscribers which I'm so happy about! I didn't even think I'd get past my 3 friends subscribing to me! Link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9u29lXxTVEd6rcqxQRc3VQ


I shall leave the rest to you. There, of course, will be some random inspirational or rage posts that I will post randomly whenever I feel like it or whenever I need to. But what do you guys think I should do?

I hope you enjoyed reading this post :D

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

TheLastCal14BB

Recently I have stumbled across a new youtuber. He is planning on doing gaming videos, mostly on the PS3/PS4 by the looks of his channel. I said I would advertise his channel on my blog so here it is, but personally I think he is doing it for the wrong reasons which really pissed me off.

 Before anyone says anything, I wasn't going to show him the post anyway because then it would lead him straight to my YouTube channel which since he is someone from my school that I don't particularly trust, I don't want him to see my channel.

In case though, if he really wants me to send him a link to this blog post you lucky people that got to read this version comment "I found a 4 leafed clover" in the comments. I will also let you know if this has been edited due to him wanting the link or not. But that comes in time.

But anyway, I said I'd advertise his channel so here is the link if you really want to check out his videos. Leave you personal review of his channel down in the comments. Do you agree with what I thought of his channel? Do you disagree? Why?

His Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF0yjpspzEDmwZxn1ML1SxA

My Channel : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9u29lXxTVEd6rcqxQRc3VQ

Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed!

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

I'mNotAMorningPerson

Hello guys, this post is a little different to my others. This one is an appreciation post. This particular post is to one of  my bestfriends  Meg.

She has started (not only just started) making YouTube videos even though she was very nervous to start them anyway.

 I highly recommend checking out her blog and her channel, she makes really funny and relate-able content on both her blog and her channel and she is really pretty!

Meg's Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLdgP01Xl1k7pbnJr0EWQ7Q

Meg's Blog: http://imnotamorningperson01.blogspot.co.uk/

My Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9u29lXxTVEd6rcqxQRc3VQ

Please subscribe! I hope you enjoyed reading this post! As a little task for the people reading, I want you to make a blog post directed at someone and leave the link to it in the comments!

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

Welcome back?

I'm so sorry that there hasn't been a blog post in 3 months! Well, a proper one for even longer!  I've just been so busy with my mock exams (the end of year 10 ones) and with other school stuff that I just haven't had time to even think about my blog. I've also been doing YouTube videos (channel link will be at the end)  with has been taking up some time, that and I've been waiting for my laptop to get repaired which it still isn't even though they gave me it back saying it was fixed when it clearly wasn't. So I'm having to use my sisters very slow crappy laptop to write this.

ANYWAY...

I know most people are now off for the summer holidays which is nice, well, in the UK I know most schools finish today whereas my school finished 1 and a half days ago :P I'm hoping to meet my internet friends this summer, I've gotten my hopes up a little too much to let myself down so I'm going to try everything in my power to meet them. What are your plans for the summer?

Yesterday, which was my first day off, I went on the bus to my bestfriend's house and we had such a good day. We were supposed to chill while watching some films but instead I was straining my throat since we literally talked all the way through Twilight (the film we chose to watch) but I didn't really care that it killed my throat (I have tonsillitis... for the second time this month!) because it was really nice to spend hours talking about random shit and getting things off our chest. It doesn't sound very fun but it's the simple things, we had a laugh and it was just a great atmosphere. I have no other plans for my 7 weeks off though which is a shame. I'm just gonna make it up as I go along, have some well deserved lazy days where I sit in my comfy clothes no make up watching Netflix or YouTube some days through the summer. The weather has been quite shitty for most of the summer months (June, July) so let's hope that clears up but at the same time I hope it doesn't get too hot since I hate summer anyway! xD

I have nothing else really to say, so I'll leave you be :) I hope you've enjoyed reading (there has been a lot of "hope" in this post xD), enjoy your summer holiday and keep checking my blog I'm hoping to post throughout the summer.

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

Hehe

MAY THE FOURTH BE WITH YOU! hehe..... nerd humour....

Untitled

I don't really know what to call this blog post, I don't even know what this post is going to be about. I just knew I wanted to write a new blog post so here I am. I think I might update you on what's going on and what is bothering me.

UPDATE: You guys know I was grounded for a little over a week a few weeks ago, I love being ungrounded, the only problem is my best friend is grounded and he lives hours away so I can't just go visit him to make sure he is okay. I miss him so much, our skype chat is literally spammed with messages from me, some with updated like this one being a little more personal than what I would put on my blog and some just telling him how much I miss him and I can't wait for him to get his iPad back so we can skype. It really sucks, I'd be enjoying my ungrounding more if I could actually take advantage of it but I can't, I have no way of contacting my friends to ask to go out or anything because I don't have a phone and I don't have facebook (my parents don't want me to go on it) and only one of my actual real life friends are on skype and she is barley actually online. So even though I'm ungrounded I feel grounded, I've been sat in my room on this laggy laptop that takes 20 minutes to actually load up then another 10 minutes to load up a program I wish to use. I can't watch Netflix or YouTube on here because the picture ends up lagging behind the audio or it buffers none stop unless it is in the worst possible resolution. The weather in Britain is terrible at the moment too, it's been okay when I've had to go to school but as soon as we get a 3 day weekend it's been raining  none stop.

BOTHERING ME: This laptop and my best friend being grounded. I really like my best friend, like, more than like if you get me. I miss him so much, my last message I received from him was from the Wednesday before I was ungrounded (I was ungrounded on a Sunday), I imagine he was grounded on that Wednesday a few hours after the sent the message. The worst thing about this situation is he didn't realise I was grounded and had my phone taken off me forever so he probably thinks I'm ignoring him and still does but I'm not and I would never. Before we both got grounded we literally would talk all day everyday, whether that was a skype call or just a text message/skype instant message.

I need something to take my mind off of this terrible situation but there seems to be nothing, I've tried everything. Please leave your suggestions in the comments and tell me about something bothering you, hopefully I can be of some help ;)

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed.

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

April Favourites

Sorry for the lack of posts guys, I've been grounded and had my phone taken off me... forever, which really does suck. I got my sisters laptop working so I can use this for writing my blog posts. So since it is the end of April, it is the perfect time to tell you what I have been loving this month.

1. Soothers

So for the past few days I've had a really really sore throat and these have really soothed it, numbed the pain almost. I hate the flavour that I have though, I'm not a fan of blackcurrant, I prefer the cherry flavoured once but as my throat has been extremely painful I couldn't care less what flavour they are.

2. Taking Pictures

As the weather in England has brightened up a bit and it's supposed to be spring it has been the perfect time for taking photos. I would upload some to this post but my sisters laptop is a pile of poop.

3. Kerrang

As a result of being grounded, I haven't been allowed out and not allowed access to the internet at all so I've been using my television more and so I've been listening to kerrang since there is never anything good to watch around the time I want to watch something.

I haven't really had much to like this month, it's been pretty boring to be honest and whenever I liked something I didn't really think about remembering it for my blog. Next months favourites, I promise, will be much better. Thank you for reading.

What are some of your favourites for this month?

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Serious note.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=82a0ftuy46E

I don't want you to thank me, I want you to watch. I watch this not because I feel suicidal but because it makes me cry and crying is important. We need to let out our emotions. So I listen to this to help me get rid of my emotions I guess. If you do feel upset please tell me in the comments or feel free to message me on twitter or tumblr. I want to help you, I want you to be strong and safe. Never feel like you have to give up, keep going, you will get to the place in your life where you want to be, achieve what you want to achieve. Keep going, I'm proud of you for making it this far. If you are a teenager then you will understand what I'm on about when I say these are the worst years of your life. I know because I am a teenager and I am currently counting 4 years by.  Remember, I am here, I want to help, I will help. If you do feel suicidal then please call someone, just talk to them, even if it doesn't change your mind, you never know, it might.
Distract yourself, think positive thoughts, you will be okay. I promise.

I suggest checking this out: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9Xr9mt_ObTBtuTh5j_oCHw, you can talk to them as well.

Twitter: @xChummyGlitter / https://twitter.com/xChummyGlitter

Tumblr: itsnerdypotato / https://www.tumblr.com/blog/itsnerdypotato

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Meeting Zoella

So guys, I'm actually writing this blog post! I know, long time waiting. Sorry about that.  Now anyway, onto the topic of the post; meeting Zoella (Zoe Sugg).

Um... Update... I'm writing this like a month later than writing that ^ oops sorry.. XD

You've been waiting for it for a while now so I shall not procrastinate until I get this done! First of I want to say thank you to Callum for the idea of this blog post.

I'm so sorry, another update.... I'm writing this about a month later than that ^
Now, since I'm home alone I can actually do this shiz.

With the meeting PointlessBlog blogpost I was able to include pictures because the pictures were on my laptop whereas the Zoella pictures are on my phone and I can't transfer them to my laptop. We weren't allowed to take pictures with Zoe anyway so taking pictures were pretty pointless but I took pictures for a fan who was ahead of us in line. I then sent a few of the many pictures I took of her and her friend to her twitter and she is so grateful, I wish me and my friends weren't so awkward and shy to ask anyone else to take the photo for us so we just have pictures of Zoe from a distance signing other fans copies of Girl Online (which I will write another blog post on including my opinions). The ride to Zoe was a little different from the ride to Alfie, mostly because we got lost on the way to Zoe's, we wouldn't find the venue. When we got to the venue, Bethany and Kira needed the toilet so me and Thalia were moving ahead in the line while they were in the bathroom and me and Thalia were getting worried they wouldn't be able to come into the queue where we were. No problem though because everyone behind us was really nice and let them past to join us since we were as a 4 and we had their tickets. When we got into the actual place, it was set out so different from Alfie's book signing, the room was a hell of a lot bigger, there was about 100/150 people there in the room.

I don't know if I told you guys in my PointlessBlog but I never spoke to Alfie, or at least I can't remember if I did, it was in the heat of the moment and we barley got any time with him and for the most of it I was crying. With Zoe it was different, we got a little bit more time and I actually spoke to her, I basically forced myself because it's never going to happen again let's be honest. So this was the conversation we had when she was signing my book and a little after she finished signing it.

""Hey, how are you?" said Zoe.
"I'm good thanks, how are you?" said me.
"I'm great!"
"You look amazing!"
"Thanks that means a lot!"
at this point Zoe handed me the signed book.
"Thank you." said me.
"Thank you, enjoy the book!"
"I will, thank you."
at this point I was on my way out when someone handed me a girl online poster (which is now pinned on my wall) and I then went to meet my friends in the exit way when my lungs started hurting really bad, it was a really sharp pain and I didn't know what to do. My friend thought I was about to have a panic attack and I couldn't say I wasn't because I couldn't breath. We got to the car and I calmed down which was really needed because I really didn't want another "lung attack" (which is what I call the little episode I just explained to you because it happens quite a lot and I don't know the name for it, in fact I don't even know what it is.) On the way home we got a McDonalds which was my 3rd one that week! No wonder I'm putting on weight! I hope you enjoyed reading this blogpost, please leave some blogpost suggestions in the comments.

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

March Favourites

I'm very sorry for not posting a February favourites, I had most of February off of blogging and I've already explained why in my We have a lot of  catching up to do :) :P  post. This won't happen again anytime soon so now on to my favourites for this month.

1. Pretty Little Liars

I am on Season 4 episode 18 (as I'm writing this, probably further in by the time you read this) and it's hooked me every time, I never want to stop watching. It'll be really late at night and I will be drifting off to sleep but I never do, I keep watching and watching. I would highly recommend watching it, you won't regret it. 

2. Collection Lasting Perfection Concealer

This hides any spots, blemishes and dark under eye circles that I have and it lasts all day looking flawless. I would recommend this to people that have combined skin like mine, it's oily in some places and also dry in others. If you put this on and put your powder mostly in your most oily parts of your face (I use the Rimmel London stay matte pressed powder) then it keeps your make up secure and covers the oil but it still leaves your skin to breath. I use the fair shade because I'm very pale and because of this it's very hard to find make up for my skin so this is also good for pale people as I found it to be very close to my skin shade. 

3. Collection Fast Stroke Eyeliner

I've been loving eyeliner and not only this month. This eyeliner had a thin ans stiff end which I find useful so the en isn't flapping everywhere when I'm trying to apply it. My friend actually recommended this to me and I'm so glad I got it because I love it.

4. Dresses

This month I wanted to try something new and change up my style a little. I'd never normally wear dresses but I saw a dress and tried it on because it looked nice. I got my friends opinion and she said I should get it because I looked really pretty on me. I did buy it because I thought it would be great foe the warmer months. I have a picture of a dress I found on the Internet that looks similar to the dress I bought but it's still quite different so bare that in mind. 

5. My new shoes.

I got some new shoes for my birthday and I love them so much! They are grey and they are more like ankle boots. They have to be laced up and they also have a hard sole which is perfect for me since I wreck shoes quickly because I walk and stand weirdly. I have a picture from the Internet (just like the dress) to show what they are similar to. Compared to the picture, my shoes don't have the buck;e at the back they don't come that high on my legs and the shoes isn't polished, it's more of a fury material and on the inside they have wool to keep my feet warm in colder months, also my shoes don't have the zip or a heel of that size (my heel is smaller and isn't meant to make the "heal" sound). 

That is this months favourites, I hope you enjoyed reading. I would like to apologise for my favourites of this month being quite girly, or the stereotypical girl with the fashion and make up. I highly doubt there will be any more of it any time soon. What are some of your month favourites?

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

Secrets

Everyone has secrets, some have been told and some are still bottled inside of you. Some secrets are kept for your own sake and some are for the protection of others. There are different types of secrets: 

• Secrets that are made to be told

These types of secrets are my favourite secrets purely because I hate having to keep things hidden from the people I love. I enjoy being able to tell my friends things that no one else knows about me. Examples of these secrets could include: Secret crushes/boyfriends, secret/hidden talents etc.

• Secrets that are never told

These types of secrets are generally the ones that are kept to protect someone else rather than yourself (depending what type of person you are). These secrets are my least favourite because I hate having to keep things from my friends, even if it is to spare their feelings getting hurt.

I feel really bad still even though this happened quite a while ago. One of my friends crushes was a complete turd and told her that he had a girlfriend when he didn't, his excuse was that he panicked which is completely understandable. This "turd" then asked me not to tell her and then went and told his friend and my other friend that didn't now about this crush. This was very stupid of him to do and he shouldn't have done it. Few weeks later I told my friend in a very insensitive way in front of her crush and her. I felt incredibly selfish for the way I proposed this to her but if I hadn't said it then I wouldn't have said it at all. She obviously felt upset but she kept calm and told everyone she was okay even though I could see that she wasn't. Of course her crush was very angry at me telling her, but not "ready to fight" angry it was more like "I will make you feel bad for what you put me through" angry. This has all been forgotten about now but when (my friends crush, I'll name him Henry but that wasn't his name) Henry was put under pressure to tell our other friends about the situation, that I can't actually remember how it came up but it did, he didn't tell anyone and just told them that he was being a dick, which in my opinion is 100% true but I was also being a brat by telling her the way I did. It would have hurt her if I had told her calmly and alone, I couldn't imagine the way she was feeling when I came out with it so insensitively.

The purpose to this blog is to think about things before you say or do something, and also the secrets that aren't meant to be told probably shouldn't be told depending on what it is.

Now since this blog is about secrets, I think it is fitting to tell you guys a secret of mine and you can leave yours in the comments. I'll have fun reading them.

SECRET: I have had 4 boyfriends. 2 of which has lasted a day. 1 of which has lasted  2 days and the one I'm currently in had lasted 2 and a half months so far. My other relationships weren't so successful because I panicked and dumped them. :L

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

Birthdays...

Since it is my birthday I thought I'd tell you guys about why I love and hate birthdays. Oh, and in case you were wondering I'm 15! :D

Why I love birthdays

• Spending time with family and friends you've not seen in a while.

I love being able to see old friends and family I've not seen in a while and catch up. Most of the year this isn't possible because people have school and jobs and other plans but when it comes to someones birthday they guarantee the day just for them.

• Confidence

I have no idea why but I'm much more confident on my birthday than the rest of the year. I don't go around talking or acting very confident but I will wake up feeling good about myself and being ready for what the day throws at me.

• Cards!!!

This could be just me but I would much rather get a card than a present. I don't really like taking presents off my friends (family I'm fine with) because I hate knowing they have wasted their money on me when they don't need to. Cards are cheap and cute, you can put cute birthday messages in them that can make someone smile.

• Getting older

Please don't say "yay, one more year closer to death." although it's true but it's also depressing. I love getting growing up. There will a point where I don't want to grow up anymore which I reckon will be when I'm roughly 20/21/22 but right now, as a teenager, I can't wait to get out of these years, they suck. Let's be honest. 

Why I hate birthdays

• Attention 

I'm not the type of person that enjoys attention, I like to know I'm heard by people I love. I don't want everyone to hear me or see me unlike most people at my school. People that want centre of attention seriously need to rethink their life goal. 

• School

My birthday always seems to land on a school day so I'm usually at school for my birthday which sucks. But this year I had lessons that I actually like to look forward to.

• Birthday cake

I hate shop bought cakes, why on earth would you put jam and cream in the middle of the cake! Seriously, are they insane. My parents forget this every year, no matter how many times I remind them they always make the same mistake so I never get to eat my own birthday cake, I normally just have a bit of icing from the top or I'll get a cupcake and put a candle on it for myself.

• Tradition

Don't get me wrong, I love having a few birthday traditions but it seems that it's either the same every year or other people do the exact same thing. C'mon originality people!

This year is I'm 15, which is so much better than 14, I despise the number 14 so much! It seems unfinished, if you get what I mean. The number 15 seems so much more rounded and just overall better xD. I have a problem though a day before my birthday I had injections and a week ago I smashed a mirror... 7 years bad luck and trust me I've defiantly faced the consequences for breaking the mirror. It's been a week and I've already stepped in poop twice, embarrassed myself multiple times, I've also been 1000 times more awkward than I usually am- and I'm pretty awkward already. I'm looking forward to rest of the years bad luck... NOT! 

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Never let anyone tell you...

2 posts in 2 days? That's right, my creative juices are flowing apparently. This blog post is a little like my "Follow your Dreams" post but it's quite different. Today I'm telling you never let anyone tell you what you can and can't do; unless it is the law or your parents (depending). I'm saying this because I'm sick of people telling me who I can and can't talk to and who I can and can't date. My parents hate my 16 year boyfriend because over a year ago he punched my 12 year old brother. The time this happened I think my boyfriend was 14/15 and my brother was 11. My brother is seriously annoying and was being creepy towards his sister (who, at the time, my brother liked), honestly, I don't think he should have done it but I think he deserved it. I'm still going out with him after my dad told me I wasn't allowed, my mum found out today that I'm still going out with him and she is going to tell my dad. I'm in big trouble.

                    I personally think they have no right to tell me who I can date and who I can't, it's my life, if I get hurt it's my own fault. They should just accept that I'm happy with him. I hope my parents are reading this, if you are then please don't tell me who I can talk to and who I can't, it's me that will get hurt and I'm okay with that. I want to make mistakes and I want to get hurt so I can grow  older than wiser. I will never learn if you don't let me. I will never grow up if you don't let me. You are constantly telling me to grow up and to stop behaving like a child. I have two things to say about that: 

1) I can't grow up if I don't make mistakes and get hurt (love) to learn from it. 

2) It's okay to behave like a child, maybe not crying when I'm hungry or sucking on a dummy, but it's good to act younger than you actually are sometimes. It's stops people from being grown up at 13 (preteens). Some people I know (that are in their 20s) act really childish and it's okay, they are grown up as well, they still do taxes but they also watch anime in their Pokemon onesies. (These people are Dan and Phil if you hadn't noticed.)

I know my parents are trying to save me from being hurt because they don't like seeing me hurt or broken, I don't like feeling like it either but I would rather be broken and be able to grow up and learn from my mistake than to be saved every chance my parents get and never grow up and constantly be that child they don't want me to be.

Rant over. Thank you for staying through it, have you been in a place where someone has told you what you can and can't do? It doesn't necessarily have to be your parents. I'd love to hear from you guys.

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed. 

We have a lot of catching up to do :) :P

I am very sorry for not posting in a while, I have my reasons which I shall explain.
1) I had no blog post ideas. 
You can't write a blog post if you don't know what to write about.
2) My laptop is sorta (sorry for the slang/text speak there) broken.
You also can't write blog posts if your laptop doesn't connect to the Internet, crashes whenever I log into the guest profile and won't let me into my profile even though the password is correct. It comes up with the message "User File error" which sucks. I have good news regarding my "broken" laptop though, It now successfully connects to the Internet and doesn't crash when I log into the guest profile, but it still doesn't let me log into my own profile and my guest profile has loads of restrictions (for my younger brothers and sisters) so not only have I lost all my pictures and documents saved onto my profile, I'm also restricted to what I can do on this profile, for example I can't use PowerPoint, One Drive, avg etc. I can use the Internet (no restriction), I can use Word and access USB's and files on this profile.
3) I have been super busy with school and mock exams. 
School is a little more important to me than my blog is. I spill most of my emotions and feelings into this blog whereas in school I bottle it all in and don't tell anyone most of it so my blog is really important to me but my future is so much more important. I want to succeed in school so I revise and do all my homeworks on time and do my best in every exam I take, even if it is a mock. Speaking of which, the other week I took a chemistry, biology and physics mock exam (end on core unit exam) and I got my results back, I got an A in Chemistry and Biology and I got a C in physics which is lucky because my strong point isn't physics and the exam was very hard, I'm in set 1 and only a few people got As and Bs.


Now, onto the topic of this blog post: Catching up. A lot has happened in my life and I expect a lot has happened in your life too. I'll tell you about my struggles, problems and achievements and you can tell me yours in the comments, I'd love to hear about them and help you guys out.  :)

So lately I feel as if I've changed a lot, looks, personality and just how I am. I've definitely become a little more confident and I can feel that I have socially because people that talk to me outside of lessons I am fine answering them and I don't shy away but in lessons it's completely different, I'm still the shy girl that talks to no one but my friends confidently. I think I have changed in looks because I look older and I also got glasses over a month ago and that definitely changes my appearance. I have also been wearing a little bit more make up (when I do wear make up, which is just the weekdays; weekends if I'm going out to a friends or for an event) and it makes me feel much more confident in myself, whenever I don't wear make up I look so different! Well.. maybe not "so" different but I do look different. My skin is naturally very red and spotty, I have dark circles under my eyes and my skin is just very.... um.. awkward. It's oily, yet dry. Dry in some areas and oily in others, it makes make up very hard for me. I'm also very pale so finding the right concealer and BB cream for me is very hard to find. Enough with the make up talk, for the boys reading sake. 

I also think that my anxiety got worse, if that's even possible. I was walking home from my bestfriends house yesterday (after surprising her with cakes and presents for her birthday) and it was quite dark and where I live there are a lot of people that look creepy and sketchy, they could be the nicest people in the world but they look like they're not. So I was walking home and I see black figures under street lamps and my heart races and thoughts hit my head like a ton of bricks. I couldn't see which way they were walking because they were so far away but all I could think about was if they were walking towards me I would probably have a panic attack in the middle of the streets at half 6 at night in winter on my own. I also found myself looking back every chance I got, I kept thinking that someone might be following me home, I don't know what I was more scared of: them able to attack/rape me at any moment because I was so vulnerable or them knowing where I live and being able to murder/burgle me and my family.

I don't know if you guys know, but I don't feel as though people should fuss over me, which is difficult when my mum constantly worries for me. I'm not allowed to walk on my own (home) after 7, if I'm at my friends house late I have to be taken home by an adult and if my friends live a 5 minute drive but a 40 minute walk I have to be driven there and back. Whenever I want to go to my friend Meg's house she will be a pain and tell me I have to get a ride there and to ask one of her parents to take me back home and I always feel really bad having to do that. I don't understand why I can't walk back or get the bus back. Actually, I'd rather not take the bus, I'd get lost if I'm honest, but I'm completely fine walking. Me and Thalia have walked to Meg's house and then all 3 of us walked back. NOTE: This is really hard to explain when I don't want to say the area of which we live. So instead I will make a comparison, Lets pretend Meg lives in Washington (UK) and Thalia and I live in Sunderland, now you understand the time/miles etc. It really isn't that far but it's far enough. 

I think this may be the end to my returning post. I'm sorry it's so long but I hope you enjoyed it, it took ages to write but I had fun writing it :) Leave your comments down below, what do you think to long blog posts?

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

Being Ill

Being ill sucks. End of blog post. Lol jokes. Sorry, I'll never say that again, promise. 

So at the moment I'm really ill, but I don't really feel like I am. It's strange, I feel ill but I don't. Trust me to come down with the weirdest illness ever. Although I said "illness" I don't know what illness it is because I don't want to go to the doctors just yet. I want to become more ill before I do (?)

So currently I have weird kind of spots/blotches spreading all over my body and they don't disappear or change colour or shape under glass. I also have really bad back pain, a cold and I feel sick but not like sickness bug sick. I also feel like complete crap all the time. I've searched my symptons online (because doctors want us doing that before doing in to see them, which in my opinion is pretty stupid because the internet can be really extreme. To the internet we could probably die from a cold.) and it doesn't come up with one thing, it says menigitus (which I doubt I have) and then it comes up with "How to reduce back pain" and "How to treat a cold". While being ill I've been getting on with my life instead on laying in my bed watching Pretty Little Liars on netflix, I've been baking cakes (probably now contamiated with my germs) and I've been well... umm.... watching Pretty Little Liars on netflix BUT not in my bed, I've actually been watching it in my living room (front room for normal people). While I'm on the topic of Pretty Little Liars can I just say how amazing it is! I've watched 2 seasons in under a week. It's so gripping and just overall good. Now, back on topic..... There is nothing else to say really. 

Have a good day, or for my fellow brits, I hope you had a good day. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed.

Helping people

https://www.comicrelief.com/donate

Hello everyone, first off sorry about no Zoella post yet, I'm still working on it. Today I wanted to talk about helping people. Me and my friends love helping people, it makes us smile and feel good about ourselves. We are all raising money for comic relief, to do this we are going to do loads of things like bake sales, car wash and raffel draws. We need more ideas for raising money, also if you had a spare couple of pounds lying around; donate it. It really would help out a lot of people. Last year me and my friends raised £120, this year we are aiming to raise £300. We know it's a lot but to be able to raise this much we are starting as early as possible.
Everyone can make a difference, go out with a couple of friends, make some cakes and sell them at school then donate it to a chairty, everyone can help out.

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

Meeting PointlessBlog

First off I would like to thank a number of people for this blogpost.
Tilly and her parents, she paid for my tickets (I paid her back) and her parents took us to the venue and Tilly also came with me on this amazing experience.
I also want to thank Callum for this (and the next) blogpost idea. COPY RIGHTED BY CALLUM. Happy now Callum.
I would like to thank my friends Beth and Kira for also sharing this amazing experience with me!

Just talking about this brings back so much nostalgia, it was such a breath taking time.

Meeting Alfie (a.k.a PointlessBlog) 

Getting the tickets was very stressful and emotional, Tilly and I were on twitter talking about how we couldn't get tickets or her and her mother were having problems with it, I got quite upset but I was kind of okay with it because I'm used to things like that happening, about 20 minutes later I get a call from her. She was quite for a few seconds, I then hear "We're going to meet Alfie!" There was silence on the line for a few seconds. I then stupidly said "Oh my god, are you sure." If I could go back in time, I wouldn't say that, of course she's sure! What was I thinking! Anyway, she said yes then we both just cried, we were so happy that we were going to meet someone we have spent years watching on YouTube. 

The journey there was exciting and nerve wracking.  The conversation in the car was nothing but Alfie and how we all were actually going to meet him. We got at the venue at about 10:00am and the book signing was at 12. We had to stand outside for about half an hour then they started letting people into the room where Alfie would arrive, me and my friends were lucky to be in the first 50 people because we saw Alfie arrived and I have the whole thing on camera. When he walked in everyone screamed (he vlogged it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxqQgOwFPwA, you can't see me or my friends in the vlog because we were right at the back.) Me and my friend Kira cried. We then all waited, talked, cried and of course took loads of pictures! 

When it was finally my turn to get my book signed I attempted to take a selfie with Alfie but I was shaking and more interested in getting him into the picture than getting myself in. When I took the picture Alfie said "Oh, you didn't get yourself in that picture, take another one!" after he said that I internally screamed! He is so nice! If you ever get the chance to meet him, do it! I am going to try my best to meet him again and take my best friends Lauren and Meg.

On our was out of the building (while we were all crying) a security guard told us to breath properly before going down the stairs in case we fell over and hurt ourselves. The whole event was every organised, safe and so much fun!

On our way back home we all just cried and thought about what just happened. We all looked at our signed books and at all the pictures we took and spoke about everything!  

For my next blog post I'm going to talk about the time we (Thalia, Kira and Beth)  met Zoe (a.ka Zoella)

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Arguments

There is nothing I hate more than arguing with one of my bestfriends. I don't want to blog about much of this but I'm really upset because some selfish stuck up cow has made me and my bestfriend have an argument, about her. I hate it. I hate it. I HATE it. It's something that has to happen though, if something is going to get resolved you need to argue about it. I think I'm going to leave it here, I'd feel too bad to blog about I anymore than I have done already. I just need advice, what do we do?! (To bestfriend) if you're reading this; I love you and I'm sorry x

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

January favourites

Hey guys! This is a really random blog post but I wanted to do monthly favourites. I got the idea of this from one of my friends (you'll see the link to her blog in my last post). DISCLAIMER: I've not been sponsored. (I'm not popular enough for that yet) 

1. This month I've been loving the radox berry blast shower gel. It literally smells amazing! I can't stop using it! 

2. I've also been loving crimped hair. I got new crimpers 2 days ago and I've been crimping my hair and loving how it looks. I don't have to puff it up because the crimpingness makes it puff up anyway. Also I've been getting compliments whenever I crimp my hair which is really nice. 

3. I've been loving fall out boy even more this month, especially their song "Fame Infamy", it's just the way it's sung it makes me love it even more every time I listen to it (which is VERY frequently). 

4. Netflix. For some reason this month I've drifted away from youtube and found myself on Netflix a lot more frequently, they have loads of films and series to watch and I enjoy laying down before bed texting my boyfriend while watching a series in bed. 

5. Ice cream. This one is really random but it needed to go in my favourites because I really enjoy eating ice cream probably because I have a really sore throat and it soothes it. 

They have been my favourites for this month, it's probably really poorly written because I've had my laptop confiscated so I've had to use my phone to write blog posts recently so I'm very sorry. Also because of that reason my 2 blogposts I was telling you guys in my last post will come out when I get my laptop back. Thank you for reading. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

A Little Bump In The Road

Hello guys, this post is a little different. It may seem like I'm being spiteful but I'm not. Today one of my friends from school made a blog, I will not post a link to it because I refuse to promote it. The problem wasn't in the fact that she has a blog, the problem is the content. Her english is really bad, the posts weren't interesting at all and just the whole blog makes me want to be sick. If you are going to write a blog at least make it interesting if your grammar is bad. She literally spoke about her boyfriend and she had no punctuation whatsoever and it sounded like it was just a message you would send someone on facebook rather than something that has to look quite professional even if you're starting out. Me and my bestfriends (who are sitting on the sofa with me blogging about the same thing) wanted to help her out, we wanted to be good friends and tell her that her blog needs improvement otherwise she will just get hate on the Internet. We sugar coated it slightly and we just said basically she needs to make her posts more interesting and use better grammar. She then went on a massive rant saying sorry about her not being a perfect writer like me. For a start I am not a perfect writer, secondly I never asked her to be. It doesn't have to be perfect.  I then finished the argument by saying she was being silly by blowing this out of proportion and that we are trying to be good friends. I then also said not to write a blog post about us and of course she does, so here is mine to her. If she doesn't appreciate us trying to stop her getting hate on the Internet then fine.

I'm very pleased with her though, although she wrote a blog about us and deleted her two older ones, she took our advice, her new blogpost includes proper punctuation. There is still room for improvements but everyone's blog will have its flaws. It still needs more interesting posts and it needs to sounds less message-y and she needs to aim it to more than one person. 

Although it's hard to tell the truth to one of your friends about something they are proud of, it's the right thing to do. No matter what the consequence is, it will always be the right thing to do.   

Do you like random blog posts like this? If not I won't post much of things like this. My next two blog posts are very interesting, you guys will love them! 

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Check out my bestfriends blogs:

Www.imnotamorningperson01.blogspot.co.uk

Www.lollywalmlsey.blogspot.co.uk

School Life

I should probably first point out that I'm in year 10 so I'm doing my GCSE's (for you Americans reading, I think you call them finals(?)).  I am also supposed to be doing homework but I'm procrastinating.

I've been stressing out over school lately, as has most people I know. The other day I ripped up my music song lyrics that I wrote myself and threw it in the bin because I thought it wasn't good enough when in reality it was just me stressing out for no reason whatsoever. I've been getting good marks in my English and maths practise exams and controlled assessments so I really don't know why I worry so much. I'm doing terribly in Physics and not so good in Chemistry which worries me even more! I can't revise to save my life, I'm so easily distracted it's unbelievable and I'm the worlds biggest procrastinator, it takes me a whole day to do homework because I will get a notification from twitter then that will be the last you see of me because the one twitter notification can bring me to anything, for example the other day while doing homework I found myself watching pathetic little youtube videos just from a twitter notification. Seriously, I will doing homework, I get a twitter notification (most likely from a youtuber I watch) then I end up on tumblr, instagram, text messages, skype, youtube and facebook. It's ridiculous!


If you have any revision tips, that would be great if you leave it in the comments. Do you have any problems with school?

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

The internet...

Maybe I shouldn't have put an ellipsis at the end of my blog post title, it sounds like I'm going to be talking about it in a bad manner but trust me, it's not all bad. Enjoy! 

Don't get me wrong, I love the internet for many reasons, more good reasons to like the internet than bad to be honest. I love the internet because it helps me with homework, pttf typical teenager. There are bunch more reasons why I love it though. The main reason is because I'm so shy I use it to communicate with people, like my boyfriend. I'm too shy to talk to him face to face at the moment, hopefully it changes soon because otherwise it wouldn't be a proper relationship which would be a shame considering I've liked him for so long! I have also met some great friends online from different parts of the world, a few of which I would call my best online friend(s). One of them is my age and is from London (which is a few hours from where I live) he helped me gain the confidence to snapchat the guy that I really like (who, yes, is my boyfriend now, thanks to him), this would have been very tough for him because he really liked me and still does. My other friend is 17 years old from Belguim and he has been very supportive with me and my boyfriend while he likes me. I feel really bad for both of them, for two reasons, one being me not liking them  in that way and the second being liking me. There really isn't anything about me to like.

The internet is also good for this! I do this because of the internet! I enjoy writing blog posts and I love waking up to see my pageviews increasing each day. Which, by  the way, thank you for over 100 pageviews! 

Although the internet can be great there also are some dangers which include pedos, I have encountered creepy people on the internet before, the best thing to do is ignore them, don't give them anything and block them. I told my boyfriend about the person that was creeping me out and he now no longer bothers me thanks to him :D 

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed. 

What do you love and hate about the internet? 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed 

p.s Do you like my new layout? I wanted to switch it slightly.

Follow Your Dreams :)

Hello! This blog post is a lot lighter hearted than my last one where I spoke about anxiety and panic attacks.  Everyone has a dream, and not the ones that happen when you're sleeping. I would love to tell you guys my dream but just in case anyone from my school is reading I'm not going to. I was thinking the other day about how important it is to follow your heart, or to control your own life. Think about it, would you rather someone else shape your life or would you rather do it yourself. This essentially means that if you want to do something, do it. No matter what other people think, do it, you will be a whole lot happier doing so. If you listen to these people that are judging you, you won't be happy. You will regret listening to them when you are older. My wise friend made up a quote that I love, "Do something that future you will appreciate." I love this quote because it has helped me, since seeing that on her Skype profile I have been doing things that future me will thank past me for. For example, I haven't been concentrating well at school, I don't know why but I've panicked loads about it and finally I have decided to do something about it. My mum has bought me loads of revision guides/books. With my friends help I will hopefully succeed and get the GCSE's that I want. I want you guys to do the same, do something that you from the future will thank past you, even if it's something like following your dreams. It won't be hard. If you need any help I will gladly help you. 

What is your dream? What's your favourite quote?

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Throwing this out there...

One word. Anxiety. It controls our lives, if you have anxiety you will know what I mean. I can write an endless list on why anxiety sucks, but I won't because that's boring to read. Instead I will state what I hate about anxiety the most and any experiences I have had that I feel comfortable telling you guys about. If you wish not to read about something like this then please check out my other blog posts, not all of my blog posts will be like this so don't worry.I'm sure I'll have a blog post you will enjoy :)

Firstly, anxiety attacks or better known as 'panic attacks'. Now, I have had plenty of panic attacks and I am pretty used to them but when it's in public it seems much worse. I should mention the types of anxiety I have so I can explain to you about my panic attacks. I have social anxiety and generalized anxiety. This means that not only do I worry about talking in front of people or to people is I also worry about stupid things. For example I will be walking around where I live on a nice walk when my mind thinks it's a good idea to remind me that murder and rape is a thing. I then start staring at people that look 'shifty' or better yet I will imagine or 'make up a plan' in case something like kidnap was going to happen. I talk to my good friends about things like this all the time (they also have blogs that I will link at the end of this blog post.) I have once had a "mini" panic attack in public, it was at school. I don't want to explain the reason why because looking back at it, it was a stupid reason to have a panic attack, not like I had a choice in the matter anyway. I remember standing there, shaking, basically hugging the wall and my friends and a handful of people from around the area, they were all staring at me and asking my questions to make sure I was alright. One of my bestfriends took good control of the situation and made everyone take a step back to give me some space and basically told everyone to shut up. She made sure I was okay, she asked if I needed any water, I can't remember my reply but I also can't remember drinking any water so I'm guessing my reply was a no. I do, however remember looking up and catching eye with someone and it made me feel so much worse, I felt like the ground could have swallowed me up and I wouldn't care as long as I was away from everyone. Most of you are probably thinking "Why didn't you run away then?" My answer to that is I couldn't feel my body, I felt like for those 5 minutes (that felt like hours) I was all emotion. 

Secondly, no one understands you. Those who are lucky to be living without anxiety never understand what you are going through. I had a conversation with my auntie the other day, this is how it went. Me: I hate buses! They make me feel uncomfortable so I don't use them.Her: Don't be silly there isn't anything wrong with them.Me: I have anxiety so it's a completely different experience for me than it is for other people.Her: Don't be so silly, you will have to use them sooner or later. Didn't you want to move to B****** (Forgive me for needing to censor the place name) anyway so you would need to use them there. 
People without anxiety don't realise the feeling. They don't realise what we go through everyday, the fear of having a panic attack in public, or the feeling when someone creepy stares at you. They will never understand so they should stop pretending like they do.

Lastly, I thought that instead of complaining I would try to give advice. If you are suffering from social anxiety, slowly chase it away. One step at a time we will both 'get rid' of our social anxiety. If you are suffering generalised anxiety then I'm sorry but this one is harder to get rid of. I don't know how to chase this one away, I wish I did, it would stop most of my panic attacks. I don't really have much advise, I wish I did but I'm still trying to control my anxiety. I would like to help as many people as possible but I'm still trying to figure out what anxiety is about anyway. 

Sorry for this very long blog post guys, I hope you enjoyed it and if you didn't tell me why in the comments and help me improve my blog :) In the comments tell me about your anxiety (if you do have it) and also leave advice in the comments to other readers and I to help us all. 

My friends blogs : http://imnotamorningperson01.blogspot.co.uk/     http://imsurroundedbyidiots01.blogspot.co.uk/

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Just a little bit of explaining...

Whatever your reasoning for reading this is, I am grateful, thank you and hello!

I thought I would start a blog because I enjoy writing and I love interacting with people everywhere, so I get to do both in this one small blog, so in a literal sense I'm killing two bird with one stone except no animals where harmed in the making of my blog :) .

A normal blogger would introduce themselves and tell their audience a bit about themselves but because I'm not normal I won't be doing that because it would be a pretty boring blog post. So instead you guys will find out more about me throughout all my blog posts. 

My blog posts will be quite random because at the moment I don't know what I want to post. Should I post advice, beauty or my really awkward embarrassing film I call life. Please let me know what you would enjoy reading but for now it's just going to be anything I feel comfortable writing and posting. 

If you're still here, reading (thank you), then you have read three paragraphs without knowing my name or where I come from which was probably in your mind... Somewhere. My name is YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed, and its that for a reason (but that is for another blog post) for now that is what you will know me by because I don't feel comfortable sharing my name on the internet but the time will come. I am from England, Northern England to be exact. I like it up north but the area I live in isn't the nicest place on Earth.

What's your name? (If you don't feel comfortable sharing your name yet either, then use a username that you have.) Where are you from? Tell me one interesting thing about you. 

Thank you once again for reading my blog post, there is many more to come. For now, goodbye and have a good day. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed