Hello guys. Just for the sake of writing a blog post I thought I'd spill whatever is on my mind at the moment. So you guys get a great insight of my miiiiind.
- Emotions
- Zombie Apocalypse
- School
So I'm going to start with School since it's only a small part on my mind. For those who don't know I started school on the 9th of September which means I had 3 days of school before the weekend. I'm already hating year 11, this kind of ties into "Emotions" but I've been feeling very stressed by year 11 already and I've only been in it for 3 days. My teachers are putting so much pressure on me because I'm the smartest in most of my classes. Let me paint you an image. My English class are getting D's in homeworks/mock exams/ coursework.... I get A's/B's in my homeworks/mock exams and my coursework is 4 marks away from an A. My English teacher constantly uses me as an example in my class, she is also giving me extra help to bump me up to getting A's but she won't move my set so it's easier for everyone. Ugh. On the first lesson of every subject (bare in mind I've been to all my subjects yet) the teachers explained year 11 a bit more, but unknowingly they have all loaded a lot of pressure on me, and possibly quite a few more students. But less on school now, I don't want to bore you guys.
Next I'll talk about my emotions over the last few weeks since it ties into school. I'm not going to put this bluntly but I've been feeling like shit, mostly because of the pressure and stress but my anxiety is getting worse, it goes through states where I have it under control but then I've lost all control over it. Please help me? I'd like to see people that have been through what I'm going through giving me advice on it. I've also been feeling quite down and a huge part of that is because my boyfriend broke up with me a few weeks ago but I have amazing friends that have helped me through it but I've still been feeling down about it. Before I go any further I need to apologise for my English this post, you wouldn't believe I get A's in English by this. It's because this is quite hard for me to talk about so it's hard to English. Yes, well done Chloe xD Uhh... I just don't know. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. I've only told my friend Charley and my ex boyfriend (who I'm still friends with) Aaron about it.
Also on the subject of emotions, this guy I talk to has been really scaring me with "love messages" and he's been sending these since Aaron broke up with me and I'd feel too mean to tell him that they scare me so I just say "awh" "cute" etc. I don't know what to dooooo?!
NEXT.... THE MOMENT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOOORRRRR...... ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE! I don't know why this was on my mind but it was. A little while aho I went out with my friends Meg and Thalia and we were walking on the cycle track from my (and Thalia's) home town to Meg's and we were goinng back to our home town after picking up Meg and we were talking about what we would do if a Zombie apocalpyse broke out right there and then. I'm not gonna lie, but by our reponses we would have been dead, buuuuut, I don't think we were really being 100% realistic but since the walk was like an hour long we had plenty of time to think and talk about it and it completely changed my mind about my first plan.
My first plan was my dad's plan, we would get together quickly get into the car and rush to the gun store that is only a 10 minute drive away depending on traffic and then we would raid the gun store. Then we'd go into a big supermarket board it all up and get to the roof with the supermarket goodies that haven't been raided while we were at the gun store. Then we'd survive... apparently.
But now, I don't really have a plan, would I really want to live in a dead world watching the people I love get teared apart? Do you?
If you do I have a few plans you can steal that I'll save for another blog post.
I hope you noticed the title *hint hint* , now you understand what I meant by it. I spilt my guts and the zombies would tear apart our guts. I was probably too proud of the title to he honest xD
I hope you enjoyed this blogpost, let me know if you want the zombie apocaplyse suriving plans blog post!
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