Arguments

There is nothing I hate more than arguing with one of my bestfriends. I don't want to blog about much of this but I'm really upset because some selfish stuck up cow has made me and my bestfriend have an argument, about her. I hate it. I hate it. I HATE it. It's something that has to happen though, if something is going to get resolved you need to argue about it. I think I'm going to leave it here, I'd feel too bad to blog about I anymore than I have done already. I just need advice, what do we do?! (To bestfriend) if you're reading this; I love you and I'm sorry x

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

January favourites

Hey guys! This is a really random blog post but I wanted to do monthly favourites. I got the idea of this from one of my friends (you'll see the link to her blog in my last post). DISCLAIMER: I've not been sponsored. (I'm not popular enough for that yet) 

1. This month I've been loving the radox berry blast shower gel. It literally smells amazing! I can't stop using it! 

2. I've also been loving crimped hair. I got new crimpers 2 days ago and I've been crimping my hair and loving how it looks. I don't have to puff it up because the crimpingness makes it puff up anyway. Also I've been getting compliments whenever I crimp my hair which is really nice. 

3. I've been loving fall out boy even more this month, especially their song "Fame Infamy", it's just the way it's sung it makes me love it even more every time I listen to it (which is VERY frequently). 

4. Netflix. For some reason this month I've drifted away from youtube and found myself on Netflix a lot more frequently, they have loads of films and series to watch and I enjoy laying down before bed texting my boyfriend while watching a series in bed. 

5. Ice cream. This one is really random but it needed to go in my favourites because I really enjoy eating ice cream probably because I have a really sore throat and it soothes it. 

They have been my favourites for this month, it's probably really poorly written because I've had my laptop confiscated so I've had to use my phone to write blog posts recently so I'm very sorry. Also because of that reason my 2 blogposts I was telling you guys in my last post will come out when I get my laptop back. Thank you for reading. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

A Little Bump In The Road

Hello guys, this post is a little different. It may seem like I'm being spiteful but I'm not. Today one of my friends from school made a blog, I will not post a link to it because I refuse to promote it. The problem wasn't in the fact that she has a blog, the problem is the content. Her english is really bad, the posts weren't interesting at all and just the whole blog makes me want to be sick. If you are going to write a blog at least make it interesting if your grammar is bad. She literally spoke about her boyfriend and she had no punctuation whatsoever and it sounded like it was just a message you would send someone on facebook rather than something that has to look quite professional even if you're starting out. Me and my bestfriends (who are sitting on the sofa with me blogging about the same thing) wanted to help her out, we wanted to be good friends and tell her that her blog needs improvement otherwise she will just get hate on the Internet. We sugar coated it slightly and we just said basically she needs to make her posts more interesting and use better grammar. She then went on a massive rant saying sorry about her not being a perfect writer like me. For a start I am not a perfect writer, secondly I never asked her to be. It doesn't have to be perfect.  I then finished the argument by saying she was being silly by blowing this out of proportion and that we are trying to be good friends. I then also said not to write a blog post about us and of course she does, so here is mine to her. If she doesn't appreciate us trying to stop her getting hate on the Internet then fine.

I'm very pleased with her though, although she wrote a blog about us and deleted her two older ones, she took our advice, her new blogpost includes proper punctuation. There is still room for improvements but everyone's blog will have its flaws. It still needs more interesting posts and it needs to sounds less message-y and she needs to aim it to more than one person. 

Although it's hard to tell the truth to one of your friends about something they are proud of, it's the right thing to do. No matter what the consequence is, it will always be the right thing to do.   

Do you like random blog posts like this? If not I won't post much of things like this. My next two blog posts are very interesting, you guys will love them! 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

Check out my bestfriends blogs:

Www.imnotamorningperson01.blogspot.co.uk

Www.lollywalmlsey.blogspot.co.uk

School Life

I should probably first point out that I'm in year 10 so I'm doing my GCSE's (for you Americans reading, I think you call them finals(?)).  I am also supposed to be doing homework but I'm procrastinating.

I've been stressing out over school lately, as has most people I know. The other day I ripped up my music song lyrics that I wrote myself and threw it in the bin because I thought it wasn't good enough when in reality it was just me stressing out for no reason whatsoever. I've been getting good marks in my English and maths practise exams and controlled assessments so I really don't know why I worry so much. I'm doing terribly in Physics and not so good in Chemistry which worries me even more! I can't revise to save my life, I'm so easily distracted it's unbelievable and I'm the worlds biggest procrastinator, it takes me a whole day to do homework because I will get a notification from twitter then that will be the last you see of me because the one twitter notification can bring me to anything, for example the other day while doing homework I found myself watching pathetic little youtube videos just from a twitter notification. Seriously, I will doing homework, I get a twitter notification (most likely from a youtuber I watch) then I end up on tumblr, instagram, text messages, skype, youtube and facebook. It's ridiculous!


If you have any revision tips, that would be great if you leave it in the comments. Do you have any problems with school?

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

The internet...

Maybe I shouldn't have put an ellipsis at the end of my blog post title, it sounds like I'm going to be talking about it in a bad manner but trust me, it's not all bad. Enjoy! 

Don't get me wrong, I love the internet for many reasons, more good reasons to like the internet than bad to be honest. I love the internet because it helps me with homework, pttf typical teenager. There are bunch more reasons why I love it though. The main reason is because I'm so shy I use it to communicate with people, like my boyfriend. I'm too shy to talk to him face to face at the moment, hopefully it changes soon because otherwise it wouldn't be a proper relationship which would be a shame considering I've liked him for so long! I have also met some great friends online from different parts of the world, a few of which I would call my best online friend(s). One of them is my age and is from London (which is a few hours from where I live) he helped me gain the confidence to snapchat the guy that I really like (who, yes, is my boyfriend now, thanks to him), this would have been very tough for him because he really liked me and still does. My other friend is 17 years old from Belguim and he has been very supportive with me and my boyfriend while he likes me. I feel really bad for both of them, for two reasons, one being me not liking them  in that way and the second being liking me. There really isn't anything about me to like.

The internet is also good for this! I do this because of the internet! I enjoy writing blog posts and I love waking up to see my pageviews increasing each day. Which, by  the way, thank you for over 100 pageviews! 

Although the internet can be great there also are some dangers which include pedos, I have encountered creepy people on the internet before, the best thing to do is ignore them, don't give them anything and block them. I told my boyfriend about the person that was creeping me out and he now no longer bothers me thanks to him :D 

Thank you for reading, I hope you enjoyed. 

What do you love and hate about the internet? 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed 

p.s Do you like my new layout? I wanted to switch it slightly.

Follow Your Dreams :)

Hello! This blog post is a lot lighter hearted than my last one where I spoke about anxiety and panic attacks.  Everyone has a dream, and not the ones that happen when you're sleeping. I would love to tell you guys my dream but just in case anyone from my school is reading I'm not going to. I was thinking the other day about how important it is to follow your heart, or to control your own life. Think about it, would you rather someone else shape your life or would you rather do it yourself. This essentially means that if you want to do something, do it. No matter what other people think, do it, you will be a whole lot happier doing so. If you listen to these people that are judging you, you won't be happy. You will regret listening to them when you are older. My wise friend made up a quote that I love, "Do something that future you will appreciate." I love this quote because it has helped me, since seeing that on her Skype profile I have been doing things that future me will thank past me for. For example, I haven't been concentrating well at school, I don't know why but I've panicked loads about it and finally I have decided to do something about it. My mum has bought me loads of revision guides/books. With my friends help I will hopefully succeed and get the GCSE's that I want. I want you guys to do the same, do something that you from the future will thank past you, even if it's something like following your dreams. It won't be hard. If you need any help I will gladly help you. 

What is your dream? What's your favourite quote?

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

Throwing this out there...

One word. Anxiety. It controls our lives, if you have anxiety you will know what I mean. I can write an endless list on why anxiety sucks, but I won't because that's boring to read. Instead I will state what I hate about anxiety the most and any experiences I have had that I feel comfortable telling you guys about. If you wish not to read about something like this then please check out my other blog posts, not all of my blog posts will be like this so don't worry.I'm sure I'll have a blog post you will enjoy :)

Firstly, anxiety attacks or better known as 'panic attacks'. Now, I have had plenty of panic attacks and I am pretty used to them but when it's in public it seems much worse. I should mention the types of anxiety I have so I can explain to you about my panic attacks. I have social anxiety and generalized anxiety. This means that not only do I worry about talking in front of people or to people is I also worry about stupid things. For example I will be walking around where I live on a nice walk when my mind thinks it's a good idea to remind me that murder and rape is a thing. I then start staring at people that look 'shifty' or better yet I will imagine or 'make up a plan' in case something like kidnap was going to happen. I talk to my good friends about things like this all the time (they also have blogs that I will link at the end of this blog post.) I have once had a "mini" panic attack in public, it was at school. I don't want to explain the reason why because looking back at it, it was a stupid reason to have a panic attack, not like I had a choice in the matter anyway. I remember standing there, shaking, basically hugging the wall and my friends and a handful of people from around the area, they were all staring at me and asking my questions to make sure I was alright. One of my bestfriends took good control of the situation and made everyone take a step back to give me some space and basically told everyone to shut up. She made sure I was okay, she asked if I needed any water, I can't remember my reply but I also can't remember drinking any water so I'm guessing my reply was a no. I do, however remember looking up and catching eye with someone and it made me feel so much worse, I felt like the ground could have swallowed me up and I wouldn't care as long as I was away from everyone. Most of you are probably thinking "Why didn't you run away then?" My answer to that is I couldn't feel my body, I felt like for those 5 minutes (that felt like hours) I was all emotion. 

Secondly, no one understands you. Those who are lucky to be living without anxiety never understand what you are going through. I had a conversation with my auntie the other day, this is how it went. Me: I hate buses! They make me feel uncomfortable so I don't use them.Her: Don't be silly there isn't anything wrong with them.Me: I have anxiety so it's a completely different experience for me than it is for other people.Her: Don't be so silly, you will have to use them sooner or later. Didn't you want to move to B****** (Forgive me for needing to censor the place name) anyway so you would need to use them there. 
People without anxiety don't realise the feeling. They don't realise what we go through everyday, the fear of having a panic attack in public, or the feeling when someone creepy stares at you. They will never understand so they should stop pretending like they do.

Lastly, I thought that instead of complaining I would try to give advice. If you are suffering from social anxiety, slowly chase it away. One step at a time we will both 'get rid' of our social anxiety. If you are suffering generalised anxiety then I'm sorry but this one is harder to get rid of. I don't know how to chase this one away, I wish I did, it would stop most of my panic attacks. I don't really have much advise, I wish I did but I'm still trying to control my anxiety. I would like to help as many people as possible but I'm still trying to figure out what anxiety is about anyway. 

Sorry for this very long blog post guys, I hope you enjoyed it and if you didn't tell me why in the comments and help me improve my blog :) In the comments tell me about your anxiety (if you do have it) and also leave advice in the comments to other readers and I to help us all. 

My friends blogs : http://imnotamorningperson01.blogspot.co.uk/     http://imsurroundedbyidiots01.blogspot.co.uk/

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed

Just a little bit of explaining...

Whatever your reasoning for reading this is, I am grateful, thank you and hello!

I thought I would start a blog because I enjoy writing and I love interacting with people everywhere, so I get to do both in this one small blog, so in a literal sense I'm killing two bird with one stone except no animals where harmed in the making of my blog :) .

A normal blogger would introduce themselves and tell their audience a bit about themselves but because I'm not normal I won't be doing that because it would be a pretty boring blog post. So instead you guys will find out more about me throughout all my blog posts. 

My blog posts will be quite random because at the moment I don't know what I want to post. Should I post advice, beauty or my really awkward embarrassing film I call life. Please let me know what you would enjoy reading but for now it's just going to be anything I feel comfortable writing and posting. 

If you're still here, reading (thank you), then you have read three paragraphs without knowing my name or where I come from which was probably in your mind... Somewhere. My name is YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed, and its that for a reason (but that is for another blog post) for now that is what you will know me by because I don't feel comfortable sharing my name on the internet but the time will come. I am from England, Northern England to be exact. I like it up north but the area I live in isn't the nicest place on Earth.

What's your name? (If you don't feel comfortable sharing your name yet either, then use a username that you have.) Where are you from? Tell me one interesting thing about you. 

Thank you once again for reading my blog post, there is many more to come. For now, goodbye and have a good day. 

YouWouldn'tHaveGuessed